annastssia Alexandra Grande , she looked calm when she was in coma but she looks fierce,strict and scary in real life, I must say she’s pretty ..she moved her hair with her hands and walked in fully.she wore a short skirt which flattered her figure. her skin proves she’s really rich… is this the woman I want to drag a man with….I am happy and jealous at the same time, I am happy that Anna is strong but am jealous and scared.can ryan really choose me…I organised my night gown and looked at Ryan who held the plate in shock…. Anna dropped her bag on the couch and walked down to us smiling..even her smile is packaged.did she go to a school for carriage and poise?, She has so much aura and presence I bowed and she chuckled gently
” hy Clara , I always wanted to see you my dream came true”, she said.I lifted my face and smiled
” come here, thank you for everything.
she hugged me and I held her tight , am jealous but I can’t hate her she is still my friend,my Angel, my sleeping beauty.
” Anna you didn’t call”, ryan said.
she ran towards him in a heavy heat almost crying then she hugged him tightly.I just remembered her days in coma am sure Ryan rememberred that too cos he wrapped both arms around her and bent himself more comfortably into her arms with a plain face and his mouth pouted sweetly I can’t even read his thoughts. after a while she desingaged from the hug and kissed his lips that was when he looked at me I looked away he let her kiss him for long minutes.she unlocked and pecked his lips play fully.all this is hurting me.
” Anna you didn’t tell me
” i wanted to surprise you ,did I try ?
she took the plate from ryan
” who gave my boyfriend work to do “, she said as she took his hands and they both walked out …I thought she would walk past me but she took my hands too.we all walked into the living room and sat down….I sat quietly apart from Ryan who still looked confused.
she sat with him on the couch
” I really missed you both so much,when is the trip ending” she asked looking into Ryan’s face
” oh it will soon”, Ryan said
” so Clara tell me about your boyfriend”, she said and fell into Ryan’s arms
what do I say ..I looked at Ryan and bowed gently
” arrrgh she must be shy, so how are you guys enjoying the place” she spoke into Ryan’s lips again… daniella is right she is possessive .
Ryan balanced his leg so she would stay comfortably in his arms without falling down. he lifted his hands to his face
” Anna it’s fine the place is fun”, Ryan said
” Clara must really be the quiet type
sir Ryan looked at me again and I forced my tears back …I can’t cry here.
” unnie I will check something In my room
” oh ok.
I rushed into my room where all my tears streamed out.I sat on the floor with my legs folded together.now I realize what I did…what If Ryan can’t break up with Anna , what will I do… I saw them both walk into his room from my door.I wiped my tears but more streamed
I am so confused ,breaking up with Anna is no longer an option I am tied to her even if I don’t love her anymore.I and Anna walked into my room and she sat down.
” Anna about the merger
” Ryan what’s wrong
” Anna why didn’t you tell me
” Ryan, she held my face softly,.it was a surprise , she said and kissed me .. what’s going on ,maybe I should follow mothers advice I should force myself to start loving Anna now that I still see her as a woman…She can’t find out about Clara ..Anna hugged me tightly I looked down into claras room. I need to sacrifice the woman I love so much..I need to break up with clara , i have no choice i am married i cant keep her as a mistress but how do i break up with clara without hurting her,how do i tell her i am married … i think clara dezerves better than me ,she deserves to go to the alter too and its obvuous i cant take her there .. i am being greedy loving her like this but how do i brk up it hurts…. Anna rose up and moved her fingers behind her, I know she wants to remove her gown so I helped her zip it down ..she pulled it off and fell on me pulling me to the bed … she placed her head on my chest..
” Anna bath you might catch a cold
” I want to but am too lazy , will you bath me please
I tapped her back
” arrrgh no
she hugged me tighter. this forced me to smile… I really missed her. minutes later she stood up and cat walked into the shower.I instantly rushed out.I ran into claras room and locked the door. its time to end this ,she turned and her eye was so red ,was she crying?
” Ryan tell me now , will you break up with Anna
” Clara wait I need to tell you something I pulled her into my arms
” tell me about Anna ,will you break up or not ” she fought away my touch…why is she so pained she’s making it harder
” Clara i love you so much but
” but you can’t leave Anna why?
” Clara wait , there is more
” ryan it was painful,it hurts me when she’s touching you just do it ryan, tell her !” Clara fell weakly into my arms crying like kid. you don’t understand but it’s worse than this…. I can’t break up with clara to her face oh God I love her so much I held her tight.
” Clara i want to break up with Anna too but not right now,Anna did something serious Clara and what she did just made everything hard
she didnt talk she ran off.
Clara is too innocent for all this, what am I doing to her she doesn’t deserve this I ran upstairs back to Anna she was already dressed up she wore a black long transparent jacket.her black pant and bra where obviously visible.her waist and leg chain brightened her figure.she packed her hair and walked to me.
“Ryan your favourite t.v show is about to start lets go.she tried running out and I dragged her back
I took both sides of the jacket and tied it together
” ok Let’s go.
” Anna can you watch it here
” no I want to watch with Clara
” uhmmm why don’t you dress up.
” I feel hot and there is no man here.
she tired rushing out again I moved her back and dragged her to my cupboard
” Anna am a doctor , we can have a visitor anytime.
I pulled off the jacket and handed her my shirt.she shakes her head in disagreement so pulled her over and slipped both her hands in .I button her up and folded the hands.
” can i go now…she rushed out even with my own remote…. I remember her days in coma am Glad she is strong now…I can’t believe I fell deeply for Clara … I can’t believe am going to hurt Anna we really shared something beautiful but clara gave more meaning to my life I walked down behind her and she knocked on Claras door.
oh no …Anna Clara is hurting..
is Ryan knocking again.I opened the door and it was Anna..she wore Ryan’s shirt.it was thick white and kind off short..it flattered her wide hip. she smiled and dragged me out of my room.
” uhhmm is everything ok.
” Clara have you watched this show before
” you should, its hot…Ryan introduced me to it ever since then I don’t miss it.
I looked at Ryan and nodded.I am so comfused I might run mad.Anna sat down woth a bowl corns which she placed on her lap…now she seems more like a girl when she first came she looked like she doesn’t smile or play.I looked at Ryan and he picked a health record. Anna forcing a huge amount of pop corn into my mouth brought me back to present.
she laughed , so cute
” eat alot Clara
I nodded . I don’t even know how to be angry with Anna .I just wish I never fell for ryan.
” look out thats the mystery Prince…he works with the guards too but no one knows its him…he is looking for a good maiden to marry so he is hiding his identity
” oh ok.
” Ryan I think something entered my nails ,it pains…since midnight.. “, she looked at him and formed a baby face..Ryan looked at me and I looked away he dropped the file.
” what where you doing Anna
” I dont know
” must you always be careless..you know you just came out of coma..here let me see the finger .she handed him her hand and he lifted her fingers into his eye..
” I think I see it..it’s black.
” yes wait.. he used his teeth and she smiled happily .. so mucH care ..I dried up my tears in a speed could Ryan still have something left for Anna..soon he was done
” there, be careful from now on
” yes sir .. Anna smiled and turned to me I instantly faced the t.v
” Clara …
I gently bowed ..
“Clara stop being so formal…I am trying my best to be less formal although I am used to being formal.so if you keep being formal it would get difficult
” oh sorry
” what do you think of the story line
” it’s awesome
she smiled and her phone rang she stood up and rose up to sir ryan on the couch..
does his body store network … she slipped herself into his arms and picked her call while kissing his neck
” honey its Dad
” my dad
she kissed him deeply and he looked at me then withdrew .
” did you just withdraw from my kiss
” uhmmm so you can pick the call Anna .
she smiled and picked the call.
” Dad ,good afternoon.
what am I still doing here ,I get hurt every minute.did she drag me out to hurt me.
“Anna my dear.. am just leaving your house.I went to meet your Dad
” we just made a huge transfer for the new hospital in India… now this partnership is sweet all thanks to you.
” Dad!!, surprise surprise
” are you in my bedroom again
“arrrgh dad you never forget that day…I really had business to discuss that night.
Ryan’s Dad chuckled..they must be so close.
” so what’s the surprise
” am in Africa
” with your husband
” tell Ryan to make a baby
” give my son the phone..
” no I won’t
Ryan took the phone from her
” are you ok
” things are moving fast our hospital in India has kicked off.all thanks to Anna
” yes Dad
“ok have fun
Ryan dropped the call and Anna took her phone. she kissed him again … did Mr dervan just say husband he must be kidding … i looked at anna who lay comfortably on ryan .. Diana warned me..I wrapped my fingers round my leg innocently and breathed hardly while gulping and fumming courage
” umm Anna I will bath ,I said
” ok bye but do you like the movie
I rushed up into my room from where I still watched them from my window…. as she brushed her fingers behind his hair and Ryan kept looking up and down and sighing
what do I do , what can i do… I wonder when Anna will leave.I rushed into my shower from where I fell into a deep sleep out of pain…. I feel pain too much.
hours later Anna came into my room
” come eat
i nodded and we both walked into the dinner.
” Ryan what do you think,you always said I can’t cook.Anna said
” it’s …uhmmm. great
” oh ok
she added more to my plate
” eat a lot my love ” Anna said to me I nodded.
i and Ryan walked into the room he locked the door.
” I missed you so much Ryan .
he nodded and dropped his book..why is he avoiding my stare he fell on the bed and I rose on him… seductively runing my legs from his thigh up.I kissed him deeply and after a while he withdrew
I feathered my lips down his neck
” Anna wait,…. infact I feel weak.
” ryan its been years, if you resist me In any way I will be forced to believe that you have been cheating.
he heaved a sigh and I unbuttoned his shirt.while kissing his lip deeply .he withdrew again and placed his hands on his face
” Anna one minute,I will use the shower,I feel hot
” ok ” I lay back and he walked out.
I walked into the shower , mom is right Anna shouldn’t suspect a thing and denying her s£x will just blow the cover. I can’t hold Anna without breaking up with Clara first , maybe I should just try mums idea first…..there’s no Point hurting clara.I can’t repeat the same thing Anna did with Tony if I will hold Anna I should break off all ties with Clara I can’t insult Clara. i called her on phone
” uhm hello..ryan”, she said
” Clara lets break up..
” Clara i really have no other choice.. there a lot of things going on and
” no,you want to make love to her, and you can’t do it while dating me too right
” Clara that’s not …
” you couldn’t break up with Anna over the phone but you can break up with me she sobbed again
” Clara wait, please.
” Ryan why are you hurting me… I don’t know how to manage pain ..please don’t leave me…
” Clara wait” my phone dropped into the hand wash , i placed both hands on the hand wash… this hurts..this really hurts. I don’t have a choice maybe after this night with Anna i might rekindle what we had and maybe let clara go for good cos am married ,she doesn’t even know . I don’t deserve her love its pointless giving her false hope and holding her greedily I walked out
” what a fast bath “, Anna said as she rose up to me she kissed me again all over till I fell into her charms.. I am just emotionally weak right now. I unbuttoned the shirt she wore and I pulled it out… then I cuddled her deeply into my arms kissing her …I unhooked her bra and lifted her inches high. I brushed my fingers through her back and and kissed her neck down to her cleavage she m0aned out .i slipped out the p*nt and turned her over to the bed…. She kissed me deeply and deeped my fingers down below her herself then she whispered to my ears “tease”..I cant believe i forgot that’s her favourite..I played my fingers down and she gasped as I did what she liked most…
I can’t believe Ryan , diana was right.Ryan just broke up with me who knows if Ryan still loves Anna, does Ryan want to make love to Anna ,no ryan please don’t…I rushed out of my room like I was psychotic and before I could get to his door I heard m0ans..I wiped my tears..and started walking like a drunkard..my feet Is too weak to carry me…my eyes are blinded with tears, my heart is pained. i fell to the floor ,i want to leave but I don’t know why I can’t leave..I wiped my tears which kept streaming down.was this why Ryan dumped me…. but he didnt agree to make love to me why Anna,does he really love me . i cried my heart out
they both kept m0aning into each other’s lips…. and I kept sobbing slowly .
awwww , oh God … I kept m0aning out carelessly with my fingers brushing through Ryan. i really missed him I can’t seem to get enough.and the way he held me just the same way he is used to holding me in bed with so much care.I carressed his back oooh God I need to feel him deeper…. Ryan was just perfect in bed he made love to me like no other man ever did and when we lived together we made love almost every day mid night or early morning… we never got tired I really wonder why I got carried away by Tony that very day.
I unwrapped my legs around him and he brought his fingers to my br**st and fondled them hotly i almost bit my lower lips out .. i m0aned out as his thrust grew harder and faster. he already gave me the perfect climax when he massaged his fingers on my cl!t so perfectly ,my favourite.Ryan knows how to get me weak and helpless but I think I am hearing sobs outside. awwww I can’t think about that right now I missed Ryan .
he fell to the bed i wrapped my hands around him
” missed you
he switched off the lights completely to blind dark… I brushed my fingers down his tummy and just hovered around his lower tummy touching him playfully. he didn’t talk.I brushed my fingers to his chest and balanced my face there is Ryan sweating or did he shed a tear.he stood up and rushed into the shower .
I rushed out and ran into my room,ryan easily resisted me but he can’t resist Anna.I walked with my eyes half blind crying with thoughts. I hit my self against my wall I still stood up and walked into the shower where I sat quietly on the floor and turned the water on. I sat like that till morning.Diana was right , this pains
I cought a very heavy cold early the next morning.I wore my towel jacket and rushed out.Ryan was dressed to go out.I forgot he has early surgery.
Anna walked out too.she wore a red jacket exposing her red bra.I bowed to them both.sir Ryan looked at me from hair to toe,I hastily wiped my tears
” Clara are you not ready
“sorry sir , I will get ready.
I tried walking out when Anna spoke up
” Ryan let her be, she is really very tired can’t you see her face.
” ok.. am leaving.
ryan rushed out and I bowed to Anna. Anna locked the door I tried walking out but she dragged me back with one hand and locked my room door
” Anna what is….
she slapped me
I held my face and tears streamed down ” Anna please let me…
She slapped me again this time with her left hand…. then she gasped for air and wiped her own tears.
I couldn’t get angry cos she slapped me more out of pain than anger. and I know I wronged her I shed tears like a kid
” Anna please ,i can explain.
” when did this affair start huh, how long have you been seeing ryan!, she shouted at me.
“Anna am sorry, am really sorry
“Clara is this the price I should pay for my life you saved… is Ryan the price!!.
” no Anna, I didn’t know when I fell in love with sir ryan
” Clara i loved you , I accepted you..
I trusted you..and what?, you where sleeping with my boyfriend.
“Anna wait … Anna please
” Clara if you wanted Ryan you shouldn’t have saved me…cos you will only have Ryan when I die.
I wiped my tears and started crying out loud.
” Anna please …. don’t punish me forgive me I never liked someone before I let my emotions control me..
I am really sorry .she wiped her tears and rushed into their room, I wiped my tears,her ring wounded my face .now I realize the gravity of what I did.i cried more and more I love Ryan so much how will I survive i cried more
why did I slap Clara.I pressed my hands together and sat on the bed.Annastasia when will you learn to control your temper… Clara why you , it should have beem someone else I don’t want to cause you pain clara I beg of you don’t let me hate you …you can’t become my enemy.why did it have to be ryan..how many women will hurt me because of Ryan . . I just pray it was a passing affair,I pray Ryan didn’t see her as anything if not I don’t know what I will do to Clara.I might not control my self. I looked down into her room and she sat on the floor crying.I shed tears too.
Clara won’t come out of her room, she won’t even eat.just then Ryan walked in.the first place he looked at was her room door .yes I understand now. he walked in I couldn’t talk to ryan I just shed tears while looking at him.he dropped the bag and wiped my tears I kept crying more
” Anna what’s wrong ,did you get hurt , do you feel sick.
” Ryan you are my pain…why !,I said
he let go of me and looked around for a while .
” Ryan why … why did you do it… did you want to pay me back for Tony
” Anna its over, let it go,its not what you think.
” ryan tell me it was just a passing affair , tell me you were just attracted to her as a woman ,tell me she’s nothing to you.
” Anna that’s not important anymore
” ryan what is Clara to you?
” Anna stop ,its over , I already broke up with clara I chose you all right
” but that doesn’t answer my question do you love Clara or was it just desire .
he tried walking out and I dragged him back.
” Ryan talk to me
” fine!!! , I love Clara.
my heart beat sank
” do you get it now,it was not a passing affair. i wanted to break up with you but you strengthened the merger .. you ruined it all.
” no Ryan, you love me and I love you too… I still love you…
” and you will have me Anna .do i have a choice ?,I am tied to you ,I am yours ok… we are married .
” ryan why are you hurting me , why are you Making me feel guilty… I strengthened the merger for us I didn’t know Clara was….
” Anna wait , Clara did not do anything wrong .I didn’t mean to love her..I tried stopping this feelings but it didn’t work.
” i am glad you were smart enough to dump Clara….I can’t ruin my fathers company and my fathers investment and reputation because of you… you have to accept that we are tied together , we will rekindle our love after the wedding
” there is nothing to rekindle Anna,
i don’t love you anymore.. this marriage will ruin us both we are going to leave as one yes but I really wonder what it will be like… ” he rushed out.
Anna found out , I hope she didn’t hurt Clara. two people i want to protect her from ( Anna and my dad) daniella is a small issue compared to what Anna can do when she is raged i opened her door she just dropped her cup which she used to take a drug. I took her into my arms
” Clara are you ok,did Anna hurt you ,DiD she abuse you ,talk to me huh .. please say something…I moved her body while questioning her but she didn’t talk she just shed tears, she just kept crying. that was when I saw the blood on her face
” Anna slapped you
“no she didn’t
“Annastasia slapped you ,is she drunk..
I stormed out of the room and ran up to my room.
Ryan stormed in looking very upset.I dropped the glass of water I wanted to drink on the table .
” Anna how dare you
“how dare you slap Clara
” because she is slu…
he picked the glass of water and threw it to my face ,yes am used to that , that’s his habit when he doesn’t want me to say something.he broke the glass on the floor
” what did you say Anna , who is a slut? Anna what did Clara do wrong tell me what did she do. this is a fvcking free world, lovers meet and break up ,people fall in love again. i love clara and she loves me too ,i loved you but I no longer do.same way u loved Tony before moving into my house. but when u arrived you fell deeply for me too … it’s a normal occurrence Anna ,it happened to you with me and now it’s happening to me with Clara . I love her and Its not a crime, you said so yourself when I told you to break up with Tony first to avoid issues u said you have the right to love and love again.it was a mistake you committed too in the past ,loving me and not caring who u were hurting. its not my fault I repeated the same thing by falling for Clara but I tried my best not to hurt you. so what did you say Clara did
” Ryan she ….
“Ryan she what? ,you are acting as though you are so right but you are worse ,how dare you take judgement into your hands Anna are you chaste should i refresh your memory
” Anna what did Clara do that you hadn’t done ,you were dating tony when you came to my house ,just like I was dating you when clara came.
Anna you fell in love with me then even when U had Tony and I loved you too you said you couldn’t break up with Tony over the phone , but Tony was just few miles away.u said you needed time I agreed and i waited for you… but Anna you couldn’t control your own desires you wanted s£x so badly I told you to break up with Tony first and wait for me to meet Ella but you couldn’t you kept luring and seducing me into your arms until we finally consummated you didn’t care if there was a tony or even a daniella cos you were in love or am i lying.
” wait , how dare you judge Clara , isn’t she a girl too ,doesn’t blood run through her veins ,doesn’t she have desires too. Anna I am living in the same house with her just like I lived with you , and you couldn’t control yourself,you didn’t care about the other party.. u just wanted me to yourself so why blame Clara if she is doing exactly what you did, Anna if you couldnt control your desires what makes you think she can?
” but should I shock you , Clara has self respect , u didn’t even hear her part of the story you resulted to slapping her.Anna I never had s£x with Clara we were waiting for you… she didnt do what you did to Tony ,she didn’t try seducing me into her arms rather she tried her best to control her desires even when she is so naive and its her first time in love she still tried controlling her self in the little way she could Anna . I had desires too is she not a woman ,is she not pretty ,we are home alone for God’s sake fun should be ours making love from the kitchen to the pool, I had desires to hold the woman that I love but I held them in because I respect you Anna ,i did something you know you can never do. (controlling your desires)
I broke up with clara to make you happy,i made love to you to make you happy ,i just hurt her badly for you ,for the company ,for our family’s so why did you have to hit her ,why add to her pain.
its not her fault that I love her okay .
Anna u cheated on both me and tony but nobody hit you . I know daniella didn’t tell you she was dating me but after the merger you found out.when we lived together you knew.but Anna the first day you made advances for s£x, come on you didn’t care about daniella, i was the one who told you to wait so I can break up with Ella first and you promised to break up with Tony which you never did so who are you to even judge Clara Anna she has more control over her self than you ever did
” Ryan why are saying all this,it hurts
‘ Anna i just want you to remember what Clara is going through cos you went through it too. hers is worse cos she is too naive she is new to all this. you were exposed Anna you met and dated guys still you couldn’t control yourself but Clara even with the way she is ,she still tried ,she really tried for you … I can’t Believe you didn’t see that .I was the one that asked her out Anna she kept her feelings to herself for a long time,she didn’t make advances,she knows she is hot but she didn’t try seducing me , she kept keeping everything in her heart and that is pain , I was the one who lured her into all this Its all my fault why didnt u slap me instead
” it’s not our fault that we fell in love Anna just like it wasn’t your fault you fell for me. the same way you decided to leave Tony is the Same way I decided to leave you Anna . but you formalized our union and drew me back to yourself . but today because of what you did i will not marry you, buy a pen and write it down… we are done ,I will find a way to end this marriage for good ..I just need time.
” Ryan please ,i was foolish in the past but …
” don’t you see, everything is repeating the universe is against our union.you are not meant for me . just when you woke from coma and we where supposed to get married Clara came into the picture and everything is repeating itself the Same way it happened in the past, Anna i am not made for you. now that I even think about it I wonder if you loved me or you loved the s£x cos all you thought about was s£x. every minute , every time. that was practically all you wanted . if you really loved me why didnt you break up with Tony he was not far he was just few drives away but u kept postponing it why?,u love tony ,he deflowered you right he was the only man u had been with and after we made love I think you fell for the s£x and not for me Anna we just lived in lust,tolerance,and care.
I know this because Clara made me experience love and it is very different from what we had Anna , I love clara so much that i see her as my God.I could have broken up with you instantly if you were in Africa I SWEAR ,i wouldn’t have delayed it one minute like u delayed tony’s. that’s how you act when you love someone. i can’t marry you Anna because we don’t love each other for real we just desired each other.i and Clara we are more real. withdraw your statement and think carefully of what you want ,maybe you really do love tony…
he walked out I stood up and started packing my stuff. Ryan just stabbed my heart with his words…. I didn’t know what I was doing.but why is everything repeating again.what is fate doing ,are we not meant to be together.I want to marry a man who is meant for me and I know that its Ryan. just then my phone rang it was Tony.i got shocked . why will Tony call now of all times .i switched off my phone. I am going home ,Ryan and Clara just broke my heart.I carried my bag and ran into the living room .. my driver took my stuffs I entered my car and my driver took off.
Anna really left I hope Ryan didn’t fight with her , just then I heard Ryan knock.
” clara please open the door,let’s talk about it please.
“no sir Ryan leave me alone
” clara I am so sorry ,i am sorry Clara please
I forced myself to sleep…,early the next Morning I opened my door and sir Ryan sat there.did he stay here all night
” Clara Please,clara don’t do this
I tried walking past him he dragged me back.
” what do you want from me Ryan,what are you doing to me ,.
“Clara I still love you..am sorry
” so what ,what do you take me for,Anna comes and you dump me Anna leaves and you expect me to crawl back into your arms
” Clara i love you
” so what should I do ryan .. you are married to Anna , am I not too young to be someone’s mistress
“Clara Please ,I don’t love Anna anymore, getting married to Anna is not happening
” Ryan I regret loving you ,its too painful just let me go now ,I am going to try living without you stop causing me more pain…
” clara what about me,I still love you very much…. i can’t do without you
” Ryan let me be please,its already hopeless just let me pick up my pieces
” Clara we made promises
I walked past him hastily and he fell to the floor. I wiped my tears and rushed out I cried deeply as I leaned on the balcony
Diana’s p.o.v (2days )
Anna has not come down from the fifth building for two days… the hospital is going crazy..she has not entered her room either.she won’t open the door for anyone her dad already sent for maybel.
maybel just arrived she rushed upstairs in a heavy heat
I knocked for a while without taking,am late for a couple’s counseling session right now…yes am a marriage counselor but Anna’s love life I have never been able to understand
” go away may”. she said..is she Crying
“Anna its me,let’s talk about it.
she opened the door and she still wore the same cloth… she didn’t bath,she didn’t eat.she emptied 3 bottles of wine and smashed them all over the office… who ever made Anna do this will experience her wrath very soon
” Anna why
” I was fasting may, I was asking God for forgiveness because of the sin I am going to commit
” a girl saved my life ” she smiled and sighed ” but I am going to ruin her life.
i am asking for forgiveness now before my wrath starts.
“Anna what happened
” ryan cheated on me with Clara it’s not just a passing affair ,now i understand the pain i put tony through back then.fate must be giving me a taste of my own medicine
” Anna calm down its just attraction
” he loves her May he said getting married to me is hell… he said he doesn’t love me anymore and its all because of Clara.she smashed the other bottle.
” Anna calm down
” Am calm may…I am just hurting I feel pain … Ryan failed me but I can’t fail my dad I need to secure Ryan before his love for Clara controls him
” what do you mean
“I stupidly strengthened the merger,
if Ryan breaks up the marriage u know what will happen ..may everything my dad owns is under my care I must protect them and the only way to do that is to ensure that Ryan doesn’t break off this marriage and that he weds me peacefully cos all investors are watching
” Anna how will you achieve that,why don’t u withdraw your statement
“I want to ,i really do,do you think I don’t want to .she flinged the file on her table to me
” look at that,that’s the cost of activities which took place within these days…I have beem going through those files all morning there is no way out.it’s too late to withdraw my statement. so now I have to fulfil my duty as the heir of Grande that is protecting my Dads investments ,I need to take Clara away from him love intoxicates … if you leave him with Clara their love will over power his reasoning and he might make a decision that will ruin my dad forever but if Clara goes far away Ryan will have no reason to make such a decision.
” one question Anna ,what are you really fighting for ,your heart or your father’s company.
” don’t ask me that may
” Anna remember you never loved Ryan even when you were sent to his house you still loved Tony… when we gisted all you talked about was the s£x like it was the only thing u loved about him.at first said you were not sure of love but you were sure of the sweet orgasms
” may i was just a kid ,i was 21 for crying out loud and you know i wasnt the guy type i was the” follow daddy to work type ” I never took my past dates serious until i met tony.he was just the sweetness i let him deflower me but u can’t blame me for not controlling my desires , no body should blame me cos I just lost my virginity and I was sent to Ryan almost instantly the desires were coming you know how it is at first.and when I started loving Ryan i desired him every day but he was just too hard to convince he wanted me to leave Tony first … seducing him was difficult for me
” why didnt u leave Tony
“I dont know
” I know Anna , Ryan finally made love to you right ,he became the second man u had been with so you experienced something different… and maybe better. something you didn’t want to loose… but U couldn’t break up with Tony because something in you still needed him and that was your heart but when it comes to Ryan some thing in you needed him and that was your body not your heart Anna … even when we gisted as friends I remember your words vividly when it comes to Tony.,i love his goals , he sings stupidly but I like it , he loves red,he loves braiding,here is what tony drew . so real but when it came to ryan u were more like,oh God may ryan makes me psychotic in bed , ryan makes me dream of s£x even at work,you need to see the way ryan holds me ,i swear Ryan is diffrent in bed .. s£x in the shower was fun.. all this didnt start when u cared for ryan as a friend so much that he fell for you.all this began after u cheated on tony…this possesivness started after u both consummated.. that’s not how love works
” it’s true but that’s in the past.I know I love Ryan now
” I won’t sat much but Anna I know you are too busy to think about yourself but I wish you will take a day out ,bring both men into ur mind ,erase the s£x and the romance then check to see the person who’s picture will still appear.I am sure that won’t be Ryan.
” i have a meeting may.
just then her assistant walked in.
” madam they are ready
Anna stood up and drank her last cup.
” I will shower in my room
she rushed out.
Anna I wish u would just realize that ryan is not meant for you.and let him be happy…he tried for you quenching your unending desires and still teaching you self control he moulded u into this beautiful graced woman you are ..you are the cause of most problems he had with his dad cos he didn’t go on any long vacations or long trips with him so u won’t feel lonely and cheat or go to Tony but after all that the little opportunity u got u still cheated cos u love Tony and that day when u saw him after long u just wanted him cos u missed him I wish u can realize this truth Anna so finally u and Ryan can come together and find away to separate the marriage without breaking off the merger .. but am really scared cos transfers are getting much but I know you can face the storm as friends with understanding u and ryan might save your love and your inveztments too but it’s all in your hands Anna.
Anna’s p.o.v hours later
no one has the right to make Anna feel like trash, i will not be made a laughing stock and my dad won’t be laughed at I won’t let ryan break off this marriage its my duty to protect everything I under me .it doesn’t matter who I love now my Dads name can’t go down. I tried walking out when Tony called again
” did this patient forget the doctor
” the doctor forgot the patient
” how are you Anna ,i called Samuel but he was sounding drunk
” I am fine what about you
” am good,uhmm is Ryan back so he can take you home
” I dont think I belong in that home any more Tony.
” Anna what’s wrong
” Tony am sorry for everything I did in the past.
” come on Anna forget that.. u sound dull did u eat .
” you are fine Anna right
“yes I am
” i wil be in a meeting
I arrived at the meeting and Every one sat down
” good morning madam “, director said
” good morning madam”, methron Linda said
” thanks .
” why is the meeting held ma”, md asked
” NURSE Clara David .from now henceforth will be stripped of her duty as nurse in a.g.h.c which means Clara David can no longer stay with Ryan as a hand nurse. she has to come home within 36 hours latest of not her both parents will be locked up.
” but madam if u fire her she has every right to stay anywhere she wants.
” what happens when a.g.h.c summons a worker and he or she doesn’t show up
” well members of the family is locked up but that is if the worker commited a crime..
” the crime she commited is in my heart so summon Clara and when she returns I will do the rest.make sure she returns
“yes madam I will use the seal and the mandate
” once she returns she muzt be fired ,Clara should not be found or seen in a.g.h.c ever again….
” yes madam.
” ensure that no other hospital in this area will employ Clara
” ok madam
” claras mother
“fire her and also mark her so no other hospital can ever employ her in this area
” yes madam
” no renumeration
” yes madam
” now the Lane where her fathers supermarket is,it belongs to me right
” yes its part of a.g.h.c property
” good, it should be demolished. I said demolish no one should give him space to pack and no one should warn him.i don’t care if he dies in there
” was I understood
” yes madam.
” where do they live, infact I dont care Chase them out
“yes madam. we will meet the house owner….. we will start working on all this
” that’s all for now.
I stood up and rushed out I passed by some nurses who bowed to me then I rushed into my room.. I kept remembering Ryan’s words
“I don’t love you anymore Anna,getting married to you i wonder what it will be like , angrily smashed my mirror.I already lost Ryan i can’t loose anything else because of him and clara.